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Love Ya Lots

Sam

Note to Kristin: lol I have written longer xanga entries in the past...

Yesterday's Show.
 Run Through Of Yesterday.

Run Through:
Woke up. Went to Andrew's.Stayed there until 2ish. Packed up truck with the equiptment and drove off. LoL we get like a half mile away from his house and the truck was open.We got to Mike's house (Scott,Dan,Andrew,and Moi). He wasn't there yet....we waited. Dan and I were out in the garage withKevin. Mike got home so they packed up all their stuff into Shawn's car and Mike's mom's van. We then followed Shawn down to Phil's house. Phil passed out the sheet with all the songs..uhh uhh screw it i dont know the name. J lead the formation down to Harrington. Well.....we were driving n well we were supposed to make a Left onto Lobo Road...but he didn't see it. I saw it but didn't want to say anything. lol then well they noticed and we had to turn around. Phil then lead the formation. We got there....and since I'm Tahoe... I helped out. I helped Andrew then Phil and wel I decided to help out with Shawn's stuff. Shawn was nice towards me, I mean like we didn't have conversation like we used to, but it was nice to here "thanks" and like him joking with me...*tear*I miss shawn...but anyways. The place they played at was some guy's backyard on the deck before the pool. lol I thought it was gunna cave in. Around 5:20 they were warming up....

Harrington...are you ready to rock?! Throw Away Stranger's Set
 They started warming up around 5:20. They had all the time in the world to screw around....hardly anyone was there....just skater fags and emo kids. 5:30 they started up. Their first song was Burn. It was awesome... I wasn't use to J singing it b/c I always heard Phil sing it but good job to J *claps* The crowd wasn't easy to please...*mumbles under breathe Fucking Emo Mother fuckers!!*. There were some technical difficulties...so cold made the guitars come out of tune. lol during the first song...shawn's drum stick went into the pool. They screwed up on Sweet Nothings (0000's to the band)....but redeemed themselves by playing Falling Down....Yes, Falling Down was a song by Lost Cause. I wasn't use to hearing them play that. Shawn did a drum solo between Falling Down and What's Left....it rocked *claps* They finished their set with Heathen.

Throw Away Stranger- Harrington,Delaware March 20,2004 5:30
1. Burn
2. Decisions
3. Sweet Nothings
4. Falling Down
5. What's Left
6. Heathen

Sam's Views On the Show
Wow! *claps* You guys rocked. I mean like yeah ya messed up a bit, but you couldn't here the other side of the stage. For your first show you did awesome! Shawn's a beast at drums. Phil and Mike are beasts at guitar. J's a beast at singing. Drew's a beast at bass. So you guys are going to make it. I really like Heathen...I remember when you guys made that song....I remember the first practice for TAS....November 18,2003 at Phil's it was a Wednesday...how I remember....there are 2 reasons(lets not get into that) You guys did great! Good Luck Friday...It'll be better than the first. Love Ya Guys!Tahoe

And the night goes on....
TAS was going to play again. *HUGE ASS TEAR* I was feeling sick *well I still am sick* I wanted to go home...well I wanted to stay but I just didnt know how to get better. I kinda started crying a bit ....but then I stopped. My cramps were getting to me and I was having major mood swings. I had so many splinters in my ass from sitting on that deck lol. I sat in J's car with Kevin and Dan. lol I picked up his guitar and started playing it. *omg dan i was in the car of the former singer from Lost Cause*<-----inside joke I really needed a cigarette! J had a new pack in his car n I didnt wanna bug him for one cuz I didnt no him.. Yeah and drew's dad stayed with it so no drinking or smoking for me.*SMOKING DRUGS AND DRINKING IS BAD!* They decided not to play. We packed up and went to Hardee's. I had a 1/2 pound burger and a Cookies and Cream Milkshake. I thought it was awesome there cuz they deliver your food to you! lol. Le burger était bon pour un fast food restuarant.<----en français s'il vous plait.  I had a good time being out...lol hmmm you can masturbate with your feet....ask Andrew. didn't sound right. Drew didnt get it...but if u remember wen Ams came down.... ahh foot sex! lol. We went back to the show. It was really cold.. I stayed in the car for 5 minutes with Drew. It was freezing so I went back to the car and got andrew's jacket. I was all warm...Aborting Existence was getting set up so I stood by the FiRe! lol I was warming my ass up. Aborting Existence was awesome.. Andrew and I (Shawn too!) met the bassist from Unlock(ed?) and some other band I can't spell. He was so nice. It was getting cold so we left. We stopped at some gas station quicky mart. It was all nice in there...omg they had black and milds...and they werent behind the counter!!!!!! ah i was gunna die. I mean the smell of smoke was driving me crazy cuz I couldnt have anything! I got a coffee and some Amp. I burnt by tongue on the coffee so I was holding onto it for most of the ride. On the way home we were listening to Chevelle.The cd was skipping so we turned on the radio. Story Of the Year's Until The Day I Die came on *tear* I got in...Andrew walked me to the door. My grandparents were there. They missed me...since I was grounded I was supposed to be at their house yesterday cuz no one was gunna be home...but I went with andrew. I took a really long pee...lol. I called Dan up. *Sorry I did'nt call ya back...fell asleep* The power went out last night...cuz my cel fone didnt charge and all the clocks are flashing.

Today
Yeah, I'm up early. I drank my Amp wen I woke up so I have lots of energy. (ive been up since 7) Today Drew's gunna get his project done early and then I think we're gunna go to the mall or movies. We havent spent much time with each other and I really regret it. Ya no...god forbid...but one day Im gunna like refuse to talk or chill with him...and something could make it that I will never see him again. Hes fucking family to me. 

Im boredddddd...... I wanna go out like right now. but no one is up........ :rocking the pj's:  This entry is long. ha long....long what?I hear my brother choking on something...lol. You know what sucks? When your boobs decide to randomly grow. I mean like yeah I'm happy I'm putting on some boobage..but still it hurts like a bitch. Yay that means I have to go to Victoria Secret. Dude they fuckin like measure your boobs there if you ask...lol its like standing there with no top on and have some chick measure you.....lets not get into it. So YAY for Sam....boobage...hehehe. lol i mean who cares about my boobage right now? Sorry 2 the chicks who are reading this *unless you're bi...thats a different story* and well guys.....uhhh i dont know.. Yeah I just noticed I have a lot of Drew's stuff.... shirts...his pants...a bit odd how I fit into his clothes *not always pants tho...just his adidas*.

omg I almost forgot!!
To Fiction Until Death
Dan,Matt,Billy,and Tom...guys...why Shawn2?:Tear: Please be careful... try to look for someone else too cuz well you know what he did to TAS. hes a lil bitch with no sense in make up! but thats my opinion dont let me bring ya down. I love you guys and I want you guys to make it up there. Hey.....when you guys get a set down....you gotta play with TAS. It would be fucking awesome. I have the "Street team" site up. www.freewebs.com/brokendownclowns totally done i wanna make it better, but its up for now. I'm always here for ya guys... I'm good with bands...lol hense the fact I've been with 7.*4 in jersey 3 here*..I'm Tahoe. cant be replaced. Im getting a digi(tal) cam soon so Im going to take pics and stuff at practices and whatnot. I love you guys!!!!! and thanks for being there for me....its not to meet people who like me for who I am....Love Ya Guys Lots Tahoe.

check them out people! www.freewebs.com/fictionuntideath their site needs to be worked on....tom we'll talk about it.

Well I'm out for now....

Love Ya Lots! xoxox
Samantha Corinne aka Tahoe

 my fav smileys lol
<---me wen im mad cute wen mad
<--- me wen im trying to be cute right and tall at the same time
<--- i blush alot and try to hide it

www.xanga.com/GingerBreadSunShine.html my new xanga....i will post in there once im done making it pretty but ill let u no!

I'm just going to give ya a run through about yesterday and whats going on today...

Friday March 19,2004
      I stayed home from school. I didn't feel to great from the night before. I have some sore throat and a constant fever of like 100. I woke up around 6:30 and stayed up till 10. Talked to Dan till 9:30 cuz he was going to go to sleep. So I fell asleep around 10 and woke up around 12.Ate lunch with my mom then went back to sleep. I woke up around 2:45. Andrew came home (home as in my house...he lives at my house and i live at his...family thing). My mom went in the shower and then we went to the liquor store then Acme. lol in the liquor store they had a statue of Jack Daniels...I want it. In Acme I got the munchies and filled our cart with all junk food and stuff..my mom got pissed. Its not like I gain any weight..lol. My dad then came home  <---thats how I feel about him. Hes always in a bad mood. I didnt feel well so I didnt do my chores and he got all snippy with me. We ate dinner. Andrew had lasangne...i cant spell it and I had Chicken with Penne. Mmm! After dinner I was all cranky cuz my stomach hurt. We went up stairs and I was lying there. My dad came in and got snippy with me again. I got all upset. Then my uncle sed lets go cuz we were leaving for Andrew's house. We got here and well Andrew was playing cards so I went on the computer. Dan (andrews brother) and Ty were playing gamecube. My dad then got here....he yelled at me for not having shoes on.WTF?! I mean really I dont like wearing shoes in someone's house. I guess I find it rude for some reason. My dad hit me for it. I don't deserve to get hit. No one deserves to get hit. The night went on. We left at 10:30 cuz Ty had a headache. I got home and courtney came over. Her dog got huge! Dan called me (LCD well now hes FUDD cuz its Fiction Until Death Dan). We talked for like 10 minutes. My dad started yelling at me again in front of Andrews mom, my grandparents and Courtneys mom. It was really effed up. I got upset so I went to my room after Courtney left. I started bawling. I was just getting out of depression. I called Andrew we talked briefly then he had to call shawn. So he called shawn then me back. But I fell asleep on the phone.

Saturday March 20,2004
        I woke up at 8. Called Drew at 830. Did chores. Got ready and went to Andrews. Im still here. Hes in the shower. I have to go to Harrington to their show. Im nervous about going cuz I have to go see shawn. We havent talked and when we did last time, we were fighting. I've been here since 9:30. lol I had tacos at 10:30 it was like breakfast. Im still hungry but my throat hurts. I wish luck to TAS...you won't need it  cuz you guys do rock....but ya no.

Now for Sam's nagging.
I hate when people take me out of my good moods. The other night, Josh *i dont know last names* really pissed me off. I was in a really happy mood. He was talking about how he was depressed and I sed something like "Lifes good. Its just that some of us don't see it" He flipped out on me. I didnt say anything wrong. life has its highs am I right? He made me cry. Yeah ive been doing alot of crying, but Im getting over it.

I'm trying to get some pix of me for my xanga. Im going to be getting a digi(tal) cam soon so everything will be cool.

Well i'm out. Love Ya Lots! Samantha Corinne

Sam has arisen from her......depression.

Yay! I'm happy again! I think I'm going to make things better bymaking a new xanga sn.....something like GingerBreadSunShine....i love that for some reason. Yeah I see life in a better life. Yeah we have our falls, but we always rise again. I am proud to say I'm happy I moved. I get to start life all over...I moved from that loser town and get better oppurtunities (no offense 2 u chicks n dudes over in 07644...holla). The fashion industry is where I'm turning. I'm going to go to the Art Institute of Philadelphia for Graphic Design....from there I want to design stuff for mags n stuff. SO much to explain...cant right now. I may be sick but Im really happy. I cant wait 2 get my stuff up on here....ill show ya soon

well imust go

lots of love to aari,andrew,dan,billy,tom,matt,kristin,and everyone else who reads this!

<3 x's 100 Sam